mysummerhill ❤
so what? so how?
looks like almost everyone is in a foul mood recently? especially teachers yah. -sigh? but we will all be super fine yah? =) tml is teachers' day. tml is a school holiday. there's finals for project superstar tml! what a nice day its gonna be! haa ((:
looking forward. but i gotta make sure i do my part as a student as well. boo! anw, exams are starting this monday =) english paper one & two. time time T I M E! no more time. haa. cherish every moment u have yah. u nv know wad you'll miss next. and onli then u'll realize that its important to u. =x
*shake head, clear mind* okie. im back. haa. so anw, got yuehern to send some of my photos into computer! hoo. thanks. but they're taken quite a long time ago! =D
simpledolls in action! love'em all!!
sakae sushi- kenny, siok, shan, ting & me. flutesect gathering
so, enjoy ur hols tml people.
God bless you.
-i need You O lord.
life's nv gonna be the same with You around
*sneeze! cough! sneeze!* i've continuously been doing this for the past few days. and right now, i feel like banging my darn head onto the wall cos im feeling so terrible!! my beloved classmates are mostly all coughing away as well. hey guys! get well soon alritee =)
anyway. lessons are getting more and more unbearable each day. sad to say, im thoroughly discouraged by a particular teacher today! @#^&*#@!^ -sigh i donno wads wrong with her lah! i tried my best. i know it myself. but she just seems to be bias towards me lah. not as in attitude but in some other perspective yah. i know mr.kamal said that we cant use the word bias unnecessarily, but i cant find any other word more suitable than -BIAS!
shant tok abt this already =) haa. im happy. im blessed. im loved by my Abba. nth much to update actually. life's more or less the same in school. the onli thing that motivates me is going CHURCH every sunday and the end of 'o' levels! gosh gosh goshh. cant wait for it man! ((: Praise the Lord.
but b4 that. i realli gonna do my best in the exams so that i will have NO regrets after it and can enjoy 120%! ((: sounds familiar e4's peeps? haa. mr.kamal's favourite. haa. i`ll nv forget the pebble and stone story he said. therefore he rocks! not pebble or stone okie! its rock! haa. oh yah! mr.kamal went for reservice. sob sob! missed quite a no. of lessons. but he'll be back on the day of our prelim ss paper!! hope we can do it alritee.
gonna end here. *cough! sneeze! cough!* *bang*
-who am i in his eyes. blindfolded x_x
just a blink of an eye, weekend has come to an end! i've not rested enough. fun is still not the word for me now yah. but it will come-soon!! not before i study hard for my exams. yupp! i've to do well lah. and through God's Grace, i can. i will. i would! love Daddy!
went to church today! happy as usual. excited like always. filled with unexpected surprises expectedly! haa. Pastor talked abt Grace and Law! gracegrace! we're all grace ppl yah! so blessed! so loved. felt His love for me. so everlasting. so overflowing. so unlimited, unfailing! i Praise You Lord! =)
went to have lunch after svs. and later went home ((: nth much. studied a lil and did my chem worksheets. =x lots lots! haa. gonna do compre later on. life's so meaningful only when u know how to spend it wisely yah. feeling so great. i know i can do much more than what i did today! but im contented already lah. with Him alround. wad more can i ask for? :) He's my everything!
"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.
Even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and i will dwell in the house of the LORD forever." -Psalms 23
stay blessed throughout the week & going. off i go!
what am i thinking?! what am i doing!? i totally have no idea why i reacted this way! its a NoNo situation! -sigh i pray that Daddy will bless me with determination and stop thinking abt this anymore yah. ((: i believe in Him.
anw, went to school for ss lesson today. from o83o to 12+. straight! excluding 2 session of 10mins toilet break (: haa. went to westmall and had lunch with ass-huishi! jiawei and gang went there for lunch too. so bitched alot with that lady lah. we din bitch actually. we're kind souls. hee. jus crapped yah.
so after lunch went town with "shit"! haa. she's great. while the guys went to mrs.chua's house for youth meeting. ((: some Christianity stuffs!!! haa. didnt join them cos kinda weird lah. =x haa. so our First stop is at plaza sing. later we Walked to Bugis. haa! wanted to drop by at the newly-built National library lah. it looks more like a business centre to me though. haa. but we have to put our bags into locker and stuffs, so- forget it! haa
went to shop arnd. bought a few things lah. and tat "shit" kept blaming me for causing her to spend so much! haa. after roaming round bugis, went to jp to meet the guys for dinner! went to kfc. haa. didnt know that can be THIS crappy. goshh. but they're great! jiawei bought Kelly's CD! cool cool lah! im buying it too! haa. mus support her ma!
anw, andy received Christ today at mrs.chua's house! =) haa. happie for him! rejoicing for him! life will nv be the same for him, cos he has Daddy God with him always. loving and forgiving him no matter wad happens. ((: life will be great! hee. stay blessed dude! =)
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*yawnsssssssss* its friday once again. moan or rejoice? its like 2 more weeks towards prelims? alritee. im not gonna complain abt it in this entry okiee. or u guys will be bored to.. to.. to.. u know? haa. jus being stupid. so anw, this week is kinda taxing. homework is stacking up and there's still so much to study on. wad i need is time to sleep- to get energy duh.
so anw. there's school tml. today is friday. so that makes tml a.. sat!! but anw. im not upset abt it. kinda relieved though. cos mr.kamal seriously dont have time to finish teaching the last TWO chapters in TWO weeks. hmm. my body is aching. my eyelids are getting heavier by each second. feeling so- arghh.
i realli hope this will end soon. SOON SOON SOON!! =x. things don seem to be solved, Yet. i tried lah. hope everything will be like normal. its my fault initially. indirectly. unconciously. but whatever. wads done is done. im helpless Now. ((: lessons have been reallie enjoyable and everyone is getting so stressed up and are all mugging already. strive alrite peeps!
-you misunderstood.
hey there! its seems to be just ytd when i told u guys about FOP. but in fact it has already been a week. hmms. my aunt has been staying over at my place for 3days and counting. similarly, the days left b4 prelims starts is just 23days and counting? goshh.
anw, got back my chinese 'o's results ytd. all i've to say is Praise Daddy!! He loves me. He loves me so muchh. i'd Proud to be the Child of my Lord! =) but ofcos i can do much better if i were to study harder. this is wad every single one will say. however, wads done is done. im contented, and shall leave it as it is. ((:
life's always so unpredictable. who knows wad will happen btwen u and ur fren tml when u guys are still having fun jus today? they used to say that one will onli cherish things when he/she had lost it. but why do people still lose it when he/she had already been cherishing it? *wonders* its getting complicated here. shant talk abt all this already yah. just wanna tell all my friends that i love you. thanks for being there no matter wad. support, comfort. e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g. =)
so yup. its saturday once again. a day to be stucked at home and bury myself into chapters and chapters of chem, physics, ss, accounts and everything else. so that means that i've to stop for now. take care alritee.
--i pray . . .
You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
im so attracted to corrinne may! haa. her lyrics are realli meaningful. ((: *sing sing sing*
yupp. stayed home the whole day. finished up ALL my homework. like finalliee. counting down again! i mean to prelims. i know its getting irritating. but i cant stop it yah. i`ll get it over and done with. in arnd 3months! ((:
wasnt in a good mood early this evening. but guess im super duper fantastically fine now. Praise God. He was with me all along. i jus needa have faith in Him and receive miracles from Him. i love my Daddy God. eventhough sometimes things i do jus hurt Him so much. but He still love me like before. He forgives me like no one will ever do. my awesome God! there's no one else like Him.
i've learnt alot. alot from the Gospal, from Him, from people arnd me. i thanks God for bringing me into Christ. life have changed so much. so drastically that i nv thought life could be this wonderful. i've learnt to take things lightly. and be magnanimous to others. let it go. cos there's so much more in life for u to look forward to yah. i`ll live day be day in His presence. i love my God!
; onli His love for me will be everlasting -
hey there! its gonna be a short entry yah =) first, Happie national day people! watched the national parade jus now, and was wondering what will my future be. *wonder* singapore went through so much to be what it is today. im proud of my country, people! haa
25 more days to prelims? =/ hmm. didnt study that much today. not till the max. so anw, there isnt school tml. so that means im stucked at home studying again. i do hope this will end soon yah. had speechday ytd after our mock paper. hmm. it was realli motivating. i mean its like, u see ur snrs coming back in their jc's uniform, getting awards for 7 or more distinctions. what else can u think of yah? qiling and qiurong came back too! yiqian was suppose to be there too! but guess she's got smth on yah. =)
so after that. suppose to go out with ass tan and gang, but in the end, the guys arent going. so the trip was cancelled. met up with my pri school fren instead! haa. roamed arnd town, accompanied that babe to get her bag. hmm. sucha a fussy girl! haa. so got home and did some studying.
life's gonna be so expected for the next few months. its either sleeping, studying or doing some homework. so yah. thats for now. nth special happened actually. oh. mayb there's!! I love Daddy more each day! =DD hee. byee peeps
-(( why care? ))-
sometimes i feel like crying,
laying down and dying.
thats when i need you.
lala~
arggh. i donno wad to do lah! i just hope that things will be fine after sometime. i dont wan things to be like this. i don wanna be kept in the dark. i believe God has his plans for me. so i shant bother abt what will happen. i know it will be fine.
went to FOP jus now! haahaaa. *excited* it was super enjoyable! i cant resist delirious? and Hillsongs! gosh. they are so great. i didnt want the concert to end! sob! felt His presence. its so great to be in the house of God! i love Him dearly. Daddy!!!!!!! ((:
met justin, andy and yuehern in the morning. took sucha long time to figure out how to WALK to indoor stadium. haa. finalli reached there. and there were onli 3 gurls lining up! so that makes up the 4th!! wee~ but on the other hand. isnt it TOO early? haa. so we chatted and stuffs. had a great time, but the weather was reali humid!!
so lined up for like 6hours? gosh. haa. huishi and jiawei came, but they couldnt join us in the queue cos. cos. they jus couldnt yah! haa. they have security guards there. even if we wanna leave the queue to get smth, we have to give them our names b4 we leave. =/
so finallie! we get to go in! phoof! it was so crowded. everyone was squeezing their way through. and we're the first batch to go in! haa. reserved seats for jiawei and huishi! =) so it started, finalliee! was realli awesome. lalala~ cant wait for next year! =p
its getting late. i gtg now. nites peeps. =D
-(( speechless ))-
-pissed- what do u tink im to you hur!? im kinda pissed. make it veh pissed. extremely pissed! did u ever consider how one feel. i will forgive and forget. i sure will. but does that make it a point that u can do wadever u wan and simply apologize after that. i've got nth much to say afterall. i don wanna say anything. treat me wadever u wan and i shall be a mirror.
so yup. going to FOP tml. was initially super duper excited abt it. now i`ll jus go becos i love Him so much. i shant care abt any other thing. drop the topic! so yup. meeting yh, andy and justin for breakfast-cum-lunch first. b4 heading to kallang =D so gtg now. cyah peeps arnd.
// you're not gonna affect me a single bit. get this clear.
-(( Daddy. i love You ))-
hey there! guess where i'm!?
hmm? computer room? my room? kitchen? TOILET? arghh! im so bored. anw, im in the school's comp lab yah. having chinese lesson. ((:
anw. cant afford to have the time to go online that often already yah. hmm. so decided to blog now. life is reallie hectic and stressful now. guess everyone is busy abt the exams yah. -sigh school is practically the same everyday. the onli thing that changes is, "you guys have 5more weeks to your prelim exams!".
*next week*
"you guys have 4more weeks to you prelim exams!".
thats the onli thing that changes i suppose. hmm. =/ but no matter what. i know that He will perform miracles and wonders in my life everyday. and i will be looking forward to it yah ("D)
ohh!! did i mention that im going to FOP (festival of Praise) this saturday! so lookin forward to it. hee. hillsongs concert! ((: i love God. i miss God. :))
gotta end now. haa. they are having this typing competition against wu lao shi! =DD cyah peeps arnd. miss u all!
-(( stop the thoughts ))-
YCHRISTINE CHEO
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